2012年3月29日星期四

随写



“有一天她想要你的时候,她是会来找你的。”

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好久没写中文了。

那天和K聊天,聊了接近一个小时的越洋电话。这么一聊就聊了很多东西,大家到底都还是认同了一点 - 时间过得真的是很快。上一次和K见面已经是半年前的事了。

话说和K聊到我的心情,我告诉了K一些不开心的事情。我告诉K:“有时候,平时最开心的人一旦受打击时,开心人未必很容易就忘掉那些不愉快的事情,有时候受时反而会更痛。”

其实,说起来也没有错。快乐会让你失去对面对打击的心理准备,开心久了会让自己变得很脆弱,不起眼的打击也会把自己弄痛。

有时候,伤心一下不见得是件坏事。痛,提醒你还活着。痛,提醒你下次要小心。

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现在是半夜两点半,我的头脑很乱。待会儿还有早课,十点钟Presentation,还没加上一大堆功课。在这里读书啊,空闲时就空闲得很,忙的时候就一大堆功课一起来。还好我们被Sunway的Monash锻炼过,使我们能够在种种压力和负面情绪下完成功课。

然而这次的有点不同。这个学期拿了两个文科的科目(西班牙语与文化研究还有生死的哲学)。和理科相反,这些科目都很主观,所以完成功课和温习的方式都很不同。

虽然是很陌生,但放马过来吧...School of Science的有不是没有死过。

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30 Day Song Challenge - Day 21 - A Song That You Listen to When You're Happy


The lyrics, the tone, the rhythm, the voice... It's just one of the best song for me when I am happy.

2012年3月27日星期二

Lone

Being alone is a way to live. It give you a chance to explore your true desires. It may sound funny but this is what I experienced. The air you smell is different when you're alone, the food taste differently when you're alone, you will notice something you don't usually give a damn when you're alone. Once you are alone, you will notice changes. You will start to miss something that you desire, or you might feel good when something you dislike are not there. It all appears when you're alone. The world is real to me when I am alone.

These are some shots I took.

Il Dolce Freddo Gelato - Durian + Chocomint + Roche

A rainy day in Melbourne City

The purple lavender

The trees beside Argyle Square

The pigeons and the couple

Degreave Street

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And these are the shots that I took in the city where they were having Children's Book Festival. The kids were drawing and scribbling at the street. They are so adorable.
The kid's grafiti

In progress




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Life is full of surprises. This is not true, because life is full of surprises and CHALLENGES.

Week 5 and week 6 is gonna be scary. Tons of assignments gonna due within these two weeks. Spanish composition, Spanish culture quiz, philosophy task, biochemistry presentation, and microbiology report. Philosophy reading materials are not even included yet. Ahh, I've been through worse, bring it on. I shall fully enjoy myself during the Easter break.

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...Sorry...
...I don't wanna talk to anyone...
...Shoo...

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30 Days song challenge - Day 20 - The Song You Listen to When You're Angry


Highly explosive and challenging. This shall be it.

I am not fine.

2012年3月21日星期三

A Brief Update











These are some of my favourite shots so far.

My mind is flooded with thousands of words. It will be a very long post if I share everything out. I am too lazy and tired to do that, so, this is gonna be a simple update in Q&A form.

How do you feel now?
I feel tired and hungry. I feel good and I feel calm. I am feeling happy with a scrap of sorrowness as always. Smiling all the time doesn't mean that I am happy.

So overall are you alright?
Yes, pretty much.

Any brief updates?
Erm, yea... I took Spanish, Philosophy, Biochemistry and Microbiology this semester. Went to Melborune city couple of times, went to the Great Ocean Road, had some really good food, had the very first backpacking experience, made a very first apple pie in my life, experienced a lot of new stuffs, and most importantly, the feeling of desire is back again, I don't wanna be alone, I be loved romantically. And oh yea, the BBQ food in Monash is freaking nice.

So how about Australia?
You mean how is it over here? Erm, lets see... Unpredictable weather, freaking awesome city plan, nice beach, pretty girls and no handsome boys, koala bears, kangaroos and wallabies, penguins, empty streets after 8pm, trams, hot and cold, beers and more beers, punctual public transport, well-mannered citizens, expensive food, awesome friends, culture diversity... Ahh, I love Australia.

Any message to the reader?
Yes, Malaysian readers, I miss you guys. My bros, I miss you guys too. My friends over here: Let the grilling begin.

Life is good. I love my life.

30 Day Song Challenge - A Song From Your Favourite Album

I don't really buy any albums. I do know a few. This is from the album 'X & Y'