2011年11月14日星期一

PEP - 'Post Exam Post' and not 'Phosphoenolpyruvate'

DISCLAIMER: THIS IS A VERY CONFUSING POST. I TRIED TO CONVEY WHAT I FEEL AND I DON'T THINK I DID A GOOD JOB THIS TIME. SO READERS, DON'T JUDGE IT.

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Exam was over.

Strange enough, when I finish my last paper, I did not feel a least bit of gratification. Finishing exam, just bringing me closer to goodbyes. I hate goodbyes.

I even use any possible excuse to stay in campus, even my exam was over. Weird I know. I don't want to leave. Frankly, this semester was too short. This marked the half of my undergraduate life.

The moment I submitted my exchange application, I knew that I am so gonna miss a lot of things and action here in campus. Well it is just one semester. But many things can happen in one semester and I don't wanna miss it all. I will miss friends and family, I will miss many familiar faces, I will miss dancing...

Ahh, I want to run away. Lets face it, I know the day will come eventually.

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I had a very good time in these few days. First, exam was over. I did feel relieved but it was not as awesome as I expected. Still, after exam we (Anson Jeffrey Yin Xian Eva Alina Yi Zheng Ah Chen Wendy and I) visited Yin Xian's house, ate Bak Kut Teh in Klang, ate some delicious food that looted from night market and spent a good evening talking about nonsense. Saying goodbye for that night was simple, and hard.

The next post-exam celebration spot was 1U. We had Chilis there and the Fajitas was AWESOME. And I grabbed two turtlenecks and a lattice patterned T-Shirt, unbelievable.

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Despite my struggle on deciding whether to go for exchange, I do want to fulfill my dream of study abroad. I want to feel something I never feel before. I want to experience new thing. This could be a golden chance.

I hate having multiple feelings at one time.

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30 Days Song Challenge - Day 14 - A Song That No One Would Expect You To Love


Surprised ? Personally I am not really a fan of trendy music but this song is just so catchy.